Better to give

sometimes I take your stupid lies
wrap them carefully in a paper
and give them away to someone
who deserves them more than I do
it is better to give than to receive...
gs

Doing what we want

You
chose some weapons to play with,
beautiful, shiny knives, hardly used.
Threw them randomly up in the sky
and waited for them to come down.

I know your actions never meant
anything to you.

I know you didn’t mean to hurt me,
stabbing me over and over again.

I
chose some emotions to play with,
beautiful, strong feelings, hardly used.
Threw them straight to your heart
and waited for them to get through.

You know my actions meant more then
anything to me.

You know I didn’t mean to hurt you,
questioning you over and over again.

gs

Hear no evil, Speak no evil

why me?

look at yourself for a change

and you might see

that you are no better then the

filth coming out of your mouth

who was sick enough

to poison your mind

and let you believe

you had any right

to judge others?

how deep can you sink

before you realize

that your misery

was not made by

my happiness

gs

I wrote this for you, for myself

I wrote this for you... for myself

I smiled when I found your love
found myself

I locked myself in cage for you
for myself
to keep me safe from the world
from myself

I silently threw the key to you
to myself
to be forever your passionate pet
be myself

I laughed when you opened the door
opened myself
to let me feel the freedom within you
within myself

I searched the truth in a twisted world
searched myself
to help me know and feel you
feel myself

I cried when I couldn't understand you
understand myself

gs